Archived Rants (previous rants)

= 10-27-05 =
Is there a word or right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would you have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues.
Day to day with my collar up.

Decision sits so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the day I had learned
Of the web you spun...
You had your hold till bleeding

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Would we have lived as a child would care?
With this vial to drink I dare
(Oh where have you been, oh where have you been)
Only to cry all alone with your taste on tongue
(Oh where have you been if it hurts to be forgiving? Bye)

Should we try this again with hope? (Bye, bye)
Or is it lost, give up the ghost
And should I die all alone as I knew I would...
Then burn in hell young sinner

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Now listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited, girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited, girl, but I'm not coming in

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited, girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited, girl, but I'm not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited, girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited, girl, but I'm not coming in
And you're not coming in

November-28-05 ( Stuff It )

-03:31am-     Alright we have things to be thankful for good/kind friends and family, good health, opportunities, and of course... the internet. The last four days worked out very nicely.

Day1: Thanksgiving with family friends. Same as last year, none of that old family wholesome stuff here. Everyone had fun being themselves and if you didn't watch what you said you'd get roasted. Four small families were there at a friends house, whom I've known since kindergarten.

Day2: Sleep! Oh did I sleep. Finished the rest of the day shopping and relaxing.

Day3: Outdid myself on the Christmas lights as I normally do. Those fricken wire frame light up statues are such a pain in the ass to put together. After that Hove's house came. Everyone was there with a lot of old faces showing up. I unfortunately started early before the party and was one of the first ones assed out. I came to a few times to check on things. Aside from some horny people, much like myself, there was just stupid people fighting over stupid shit in that last two hours so I didn't miss all that much.

Day4: Sleep! Oh did I need it... Arg... Vanessa wanted to see a movie but that didn't work out. So the night ends back at school sitting here.

Till the next time we hang out, I'll miss everyone. ttyl on AIM.

Oh-ya and after that night I realized how much I need to get laid =(... I'm seriously... I could go for a friend with benefits at the very least. And I can promise that she'll be getting more benefits than I will be (hehe).

-03:57am-     On another note, two weekends ago the SFGA crew reunited for some lunch with some old faces. It was really nice seeing everyone around the same place again. After that we screwed around in the mall making me uncomfortable in fancy clothing stores. Some of us went to Club Abyss to find that it had no parking left and totally jammed inside with a wait 30+ minutes. So in an attempt to save the night from a total loss we went to the Coliseum and we ended up having a good time. Had a really good time, have to do it again sometime soon.

November-01-05 ( It's Over )

-03:14pm-     My professor cancelled lab yesterday so I was in a better position to go work the last night at SFGA. A slow night, and easy buck I guess you could say. It was just Jean, Mayra, Kat, and myself.

I had my camera until it broke. I took a picture, it came out good, and then I went to turn it off. The lens wouldn't retract! WTF! I looked into it and it turns out that canon has a past history of these problems with their quality. Check consumer reports regarding this error here.

The night ended at The Outpost, just like last year... Just different faces.

-03:48pm-     Weekend Plans: Magic, Vanessa, Work Crew

Hrm... There's this little thing bothering me right now. I really just wish that I had someone to talk about it with.

-Friends: Coming/Going = Confused

-Girls: Where to go / Where not to go =

-03:54pm-     LoL. You know what I've realized... All I can do is ramble mixed sentences to anyone b/c I can't really talk about me... Trying to talk to someone is always so complicated b/c everyone is intertwined with my life and the people I want to talk about  If I were to talk to someone I always have to edit my story. b/c they are apart of that story in some way or another or either I'm embarrassed to say this or that to them. So the story is never fully told and I'm never fully helped.