Shishir

        Thoughts

 

 
           To die without any regrets, that's me in a nut shell. Why not lead a life that is simple, devoid of all the strings that it comes attached with. 
               I lead a life based on principles; some of which I really stick by, and few which do not even exist in my own head. That is the way I am. But I have learnt from my falls, learnt from my occasional rise to the top, that its all in your head. 
           How do you perceive life? How do you see the people around you? Are you influenced by the way they live? The more important question being, should you be influenced by it at all if so? I believe in giving people their own space. Space, hmmm; you can interpret in so many ways, but that's how you truly respect someone, until they start encroaching on you.
              You have to have dream, no matter how stupid or impossible it is, that is the only way you will taste the true taste of achieving it. Then again, don't look to far ahead to miss out on the beauty of living it. I was just another looser taking life way too seriously, and hell bent on being the best. But hey, that really sucks.
          Have you found the one thing that makes you happy, the feeling that tells you have made it in life? That's what I am still searching for. I have so far managed to eliminate a lot of things not worth pursuing. I want to lead a life where I travel, eat, and spend my life where  time has no meaning. I want to just wander to the farthest corner of the earth, and to have life on my terms.
         To be able to do that, I have to be just another ordinary guy trying to make it big in this world right? I beg to differ, and I choose my own path even in this society where there are more taboos than there are preaching's of the right. So I am answerable only to myself, but held accountable for my actions. That is the way to start of on the right path.
         Will I be able to break free? will I realize my dreams? will I gather enough courage to push me on to my dreams? Long way to go, but I can see it in front of me in broad day light.
        Guess one of you will have an answer, or better yet, be the one to tell me I have made it. I do know one thing for sure, I am prepared for the rough ride ahead.
         Wish me luck